Dat Wagon Doe

Well its safe to say i fell back off the wagon. 

Fell off and rolled into a ditch.

And that ditch happened to be the entrance to the sewer.

To which i crawled in to.

10 days in

I want frozen yogurt so bad.

But i can't have it :( so i drink tea instead. (its not the same)

Cleansing day 5

I don't know why but every time i ate, my stomach would hurt so bad i would have to sit down and keep still until the sporadic firerey-stomach spasms went away.

I finally had enough and went to see my naturopath last week. 

She did her little energy reading full body reading to see what was going on and to check my general health.  The result was kind of surprising considering i try to eat so well. I do know that emotions do have a serious effect on your interior organs, so i guess it wasn't such a surprise after all.

So I'm on day 5 of my cleanse. I feel really good already.

To make my eating list simple its pretty much this:

Re living the nightmare

The human mind is an amazing thing.

The ability it has to remember certain events an forget others is hard for me to understand. I guess it makes sense for my mind to have forgotten the things it did.

Landed in a ditch

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I was mad and therefor dropped double F-bombs. 

Snow storm on March 19th got me doing a 360 on some black ice on the 15 South.

My boss hit me....

Not even surprised at this point. 

When i told myself things could not get worse, obviously they did.

I got fired from my job at the tanning salon. Actually so happy it happened, my boss was the biggest douche I've ever met. Rude, sexist, over all not a smart guy. 

MY 2013

Any day now, things will turn around.

I have faith in the universe to balance itself out and finally shine some light on all the darkness ive been living.

My 2013 has not been nearly as great s i had hoped it would be. 

But the depth of your struggle determines the height of your success.

for the love of god....

As if i really needed any more stress on my plate. i spent all of friday packing my entire apartment, sold half my furniture and brought all of my clothes and toiletries to my best friends apartment. I also called to cancel my electricity, apartment insurance, car insurance and brought back my internet modem. My gut told me something was weird so i texted the guy to ask for an update.

 ...The people renting my apartment choked and never went to sign the lease....

.now I'm f*cked.

Im moving and Ellie Goulding outfit

Today is tuesday the 29th of january. 

I found out last night at 8:00 pm that I'm moving out of my apartment for February 1st.

 Holly balls.

On my own

My boyfriend has gone on a 10 day cruise and I've stayed in the cold of January to deal with all my current insanity on my own. Like a big girl.

i need a job

Yep. thats about all.