Internship #2

So my second internship for school was for the Chambre des Commerces Gay du Quebec. It was inspired by the old port of montreal and was sailor themed. Sailors as in a bunch of body painted hot muscular men with little white shorts and ribbons on their necks. This was a fun internship.

Ive lost my mind

So ever since i started hangout with my ex, the craziness that is my brain has some to a beautiful halt. The ever annoying voices that fight inside of me have stopped talking. 

There is only silence. 

Only possibility to focus on my work. 

Only possibility for me to come up with creative ideas.

Only possibility for me to try and entertain myself.

Internship

Did my first internship for school last weekend. It was so much fun!! It was for elegant weddings magazine. It was a two day internship only and day one was pretty basic, we did a lot of setting up of all the products and telling the vendors where their little designated carpet space was. Day two was when all the fun happened!

Who is really your family?

Alright I've got 30 minutes before my sleeping pill knocks me out.

I'm in a good mood right now. No particular reason, but i was just sitting on my bed starring at my blank computer screen, and realized I'm kind of happy right now.

She's just a girl and she's on fire

Ironically enough after my recent blog rant about how different my life is compared to one and two years ago, i stood in my old kitchen and reminisced with people from my past.

choosing happiness

I can preach all day and night about the power of the self and choosing your mood, and not letting other people's negativity affect you.  I haven't been doing a very good job in applying it to my own life how ever. i let myself get bummed down so many time in day.

I've changed

Through my marketing class, I've learnt the importance of branding and marketing.

since this class, I've started noticing a lot more how i brand and market myself.

on the outside i like to portray a feminine playful woman, 

until we sit down and start talking and the driven, goal oriented beast shows up.

I've been given the word intimidating on multiple occasions recently, and i wanted to sit and and think about why that is.

Working on changing up the layout a bit

Hey hey hey. 

Been so busy with school and changing jobs every few weeks, i haven't had a chance to sit down and explode my brain all over the internet. 

I miss the emotional release! 

i'll be working on a post today to update readers on the unstable life I'm pushing through. 

If i had to come up with a metaphor for this last month, 

i would have to say it's like I've been swimming through pudding. 

Im exhausted.

But between the studying and power point presentations and the hectic work schedule, I've been working on a new layout for the blog. I've been learning photo shop and some fun stuff in my computers class. So ill see what i can ca do with the blogger layout.

speak soon xo